Techa-Teck with Power system and Design Analysis.

Power System and design analysis !

What would the world have been, without a London EYE ! and without Golden Gate @ SF and without The mega structure shown on discovery. So i just wish I had some diploma or degree in some Civil, Mech or Electrical to design a MEGA POWER SYSTEM named after my mother and father :)

Today I came to know the field where my entourage research begins and I believe the things for which other scientist were laughed at, I too will have to face one !! But who knows I too may win award. I wont back-off just because I am not an engineer. :) I have started a deep research on this topic and believe that those who are trying to produce Electricity from gobar -gas, husk (THE USA GUY) and many more things I will use the manual power in the gigantic london eye ! SO what am I going to do is the shaft and the design and the power. Test the efficiency on the parameter of per unit Generation. The Power storage perfection. The supply unit set-up. The AC-DC change and the practical application. The strength test like GG. I need a mega builder or structure architect to help me in this thing. The day it will happen, Power System and design system can change a lot into machinery and even a technician can build an entirely different structure if he knows the general mechanism of tool and devices.Certain inventory that has been a serendipity of man has been a meagre thought of practical experiments at home.Insight like James Watt. Though I dont claim to be JamesWatt But who knows which kind of natural or unnatural happenings can make a great creation. Being a physics student at 2 yr grad, I used to listen about tactics going on to create a capturing system to store the lightning from thunders and all. And also, if one time lightning could be stored, can run the house of 100 for 1 hour with its 200 KV light supply. Enough to run a jet-pump to fetch a pale of water :).

For many times, coal finish funda has blown up search for uranium stored at places via INSAT and other satellites, to give a pseudo of finishing coal and the most important water supply. 98 percent of water is salty, jamming the process of electricity production at thermal stations. So thermal stations in India are also at the verge of closing threats.Meanwhile, companies are already preparing themselves to survive the cash crunch via unpaid electricity bills, stealing electricity, cutting wires of transmission that has made Indian Electricity stations and supply grids for bail packages. The amount is yet to be decided and can land into 10-11 arab rupees. Indian government that provides subsidy on even electricity bills can't fulfill the half cost incurred via actual electricity supply throughout. I wish I could stick a graph right here. I have misplaced it.

Therefore someone has to take this initiative of this thing. And matters invited for power systems and designs that can spark my research about it. Basically electrical supplies matter, transmission matters, Power generation matters and machine designs. My e-mail id is - nidhi983@gmail.com.

Regards

with 23 Enough is Enough

I know these days september is unusally bullying me in it's own ways but today am feeling a special type of freedom. Freedom, that I got by stopping,worrying about my ' future and its plans "

Why ?? is that a real great thing to do ????? Auh ! so you so much stressed that you stop planning for future, is it ?? I knw, i knw .......that are all the crap you gonna ask me after reading these lines.From Today 0ooooom--Mark It---- ooooo...from today I am going to stop all my future plans bring a big dustbin and throw it out!!!

From many days I am realizing that whatever I plan is just a failure-- when reality comes to me -- I say -- Oh Boss ! Yeh Sab toh mere plan mein tha hi nahi --!!

• 23 years now....I am .... and at this stage i should have been an MBAiite or MAiite or MEMiite from a good institution working with some good banner in other big cities ....Now look at me !! Am still a non-iite of any, that I just mentioned above. Where the hell are my plannings??
  
• At the age of 23 i should have been on to platform from where I could have seen how students miss there homely food, how they live alone , how does a BIG :-o city works, But look at me where I am ?? Hell yaar , where are my plannings.
  
• I thought of a wonderful winter this year, full of loads of excitement. All dumped and thrown. Where the hell, has my planning gone ??

All into dirt naa ! and now, look at me ! oo ! where I am writing a Blog on a lappy with the thoughts that all what I planned went into Dirt, shit, crap and dustbin.....How am I left ...a half killed person...too many dreams too much excitement but...nothings helping me out ....except the right time, for which, I have been waiting !!!! And this Lovely God ! is giving me some or the other lollies to feed and keep the crying baby silent for a while ! But , God , Oh Hello ! Baby needs the feed again :(......

Well today I realized , I know, all what I dreamt of, is not going to be true for next 5 6 years !! coz the things i have been dreaming of, is not a joke. It needs a lot of experience and research to even initiate such thought in order to build up a gigantic, panomaric view of it . Why can't I be a happier person? Why am I burning myself into Js and Rs itna much ki I am forgetting I am too young to do all this. Even every filmmaker cannot win an oscar at 23 and every scientist cannot win a noble at the age of 23. Lawrence Bragg, the youngest noble prize winner was 25 when he won it and that too with his father's association. Then today I DECIDED and I VOWED myself that from today, I am just going to live my Today's life. Enough is enough, I am not going to think what is going to happen in future and thats why today I came back home with all freshness after sitting at ghats for so much time i knew that When I will return back home, I will be a different , does not have to take tension about GRE, I will not search any good SOP or LOR today. I will not respond to my teacher's Tangent question for I have already told her I am not taking up the test. Will that prove me a less ambitious girl. No, not at all. Because, I ll plan, I plan And I'll plan and at the end either they'll reject my application or I'll loose patience about doing anything of such kind. SO, how does that prove am ambitious. Well I have my home country to do a lot of things with lot of options. I'll go for that.

Another aspect is the shitty J that I am doing. I swear my self today. I will never think plan or even work for my WHAT MY FUTURE WILL BE !!!!! I dont have a sister to marry kinda burden.I dont have a family to run. I am earning and i have saved so many bucks that i can live without hunger strike for another one year ! So why should I come back home with a tension of studying, finding, involving talking and things that are not going to lead me anywhere??

Oh ! this lil bit of practicality has helped me a lot. I am feeling so out of stress that I dont have to take tension of anything thats coming within two months and take my nerves away. Wuff !! Still i believe wherever I will be, I will be good.

And the shitty J even i get thrown out I will not cry. Reason being, I have learnt to be calm in most odd situations of my life. I have learnt that whatever bad is happening to me will HAPPEN to me at any cost. May my best relation ditch me, may I get a big pimple on my face tommorow, May my weight again increase to 5 years back kinda weight. I will be calm. Because I've put in a lot of effort. Now is the time to just relax and watch what is going to happen. Things that happened to me right from 31 august till date has been a great learning experience.

N'b.coz I plan so much for my future is the reason I get so much of hurt everytime. I will stop doing injustice to mysel this very day. I'll come back home with no thoughts of HAVE TO DO list. Because with 23 enough is enough. I stop planning for future and live my today. Taaki kal main doobara mood ke peeche yeh naa kahun... yaar !!!! milna toh isse abhi thaa maine iske chakkar mein apne past ko kyun kharaab kiya !! Lets make a good past which we can rejoice in future and be ready cause anything worse that has to happen will happen to you at any cost and you will not be able to stop it !!!

cheers !!

Helplessness !!

On a cozy winter morning, I was doing a show when I became so fond of a pet called bunny. Thats a synonym for rabbit and then I tried speaking on air. Guess what? in some days I was gifted one !!
But only recently I lost one bunny I kept for 10 months. Another is struggling for its existence. It's so painful to see this little soul being in so much pain. Reason being the loss of better half and the infection which was nearly curing but now health has become worse.He has stopped eating anything and he, who was so healthy even after hanni died, has now become a meagre bone structure. My first struggle to save him, began searching for a good hospital. I was nearly dead when I came to know Banaras doesn't have an all pets hospital. And almost all vets in Vns are Dog specialist. One dog specialist helped in rather more toxification giving external paraffin solution to them. I wish I had a little study paraffin being given to rabbits.It is not the medicine for rabbits that the doctor and I experimented for my babies. It was so painful to see my bachcha dead infront of me. His, no more active body, I dont think I will ever forget this year's september. For, it went worse. I cannot give good medication to my baby. Now, I can feel the pain of the mother who has no money to afford for the medicine of a her dying baby. Also want to beg those doctors who go on strike when the patient is dying. Please, dont do so. already there is less of a medication doctors and hospital beds as well. Millions of people are already infected with AIDS and there is no remedy for it. Helplessness even makes me more sick. May be there had been days, when I hadn't seen hanni banni even for a minute but when in pain, I feel discomfort when he is not infront of me.
Wherein, medical services are so poor, people do not donate eyes in order to follow the-non-iconoclast family rituals, bury those precious bones and eyes, such country is high on spending millions and crores of rupees searching a CM or a chandrayaan. When will this country get justice.

Unanswered Question Yet ! Many questions to question ! But no solution ! Helplessness you see !!

My First Fiction 55 --

Thanx to Priyesh for reviving and inspiring about this great thing...... Fiction 55

Herez my first Fiction 55... all those who want to know what is Fiction 55 please check wikipedia....

The swashbuckle Intro to......

I wrote Sapna’s tears, Rajeev’s letter,

Someone’s death, broken to peel,

I have been Raju’s new gift, lifelong token in Siddharth’s Box,

I have written the Preamble, I have been a juda-pin, Thought of words, Word of World and by the way I am a Pen. Sorry I forgot my introduction, that’s the end ....

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Howzatt ?

Susu @ 49

Hi there,

Writing after long time Because I was pretty busy with lots of stuff. Meanwhile september came up with lots of baddies again.

• Starting it, my bachcha my bunny died on 31 august, living me and his better half in sadness.
• I unnecessarily broke my left leg also. And it pains very badly whenever I walk.
• Event well planned well ideated did not draw sufficient execution.

But, these days am enjoying a lot ! guess why ! Coz i have been demotivated to such an extent that I dropped some very big plans but then again gained strength to fight that this not the end of the world! I have miles yet, to travel. I am not going to get demotivated or stopped by anything. I would also tell that from few days its been good to be at home. Somethings have settled wrt sister's admission and one part of mum's tension is over. Another, from 2 days, I have been meeting people who I've loved the most. My maternal aunt and uncle and their kiddos. Their girl is my bestest buddy. So, its been great fun to see them at home with a lot of chehel pehel. Although sis was detected with a kidney stone, she was rushed from Delhi to Varanasi, only to tell that reports do not confirm any such thing but but but these small issues brought us together after 3 long years. We burst out laughing at the dinning table when she said for sonography she was unable to make up the susu because she was not getting the susu built up on to blast the checking and the technician every ten minutes used to ask MADAM AAYA ?? lolzz....Cracked another fun was from bro ! who said isko susu karaane mein 49 rupees kharcha hua I said WTF was that, he said -- Arrey teen bottle bisleri pee gayi :P lolzz....in between technician used to continuosly question Madam Aaya ?? haha...She said hum parsaan ho gaye (pareshan in some bhojpuria term ) deidh baje se baithe baithe humko 4 30 pe susu aayi ! haha ! All technician were waiting waiting and then at 4 30 they said -- Madam lab band ho jaayega !! And then she finally decided she has build up some capacity of unbearale.
She told when first time she went for a sonography She didnt know the procedure of holding the susu :P...When she went to the technician..he said kholiye t shirt -- aapko toh aayi hi nahi hai ...haha ! she asked kya nahi aayi hai ??? He said susu !! :P ...then she all went long to hold the susu for 2 hours..... Meanwhile had a great party yesterday when Kirti and I, burst out the news that our hema is sneezing and coughing because of swine flu ! Had a blasting party yesterday. And also when i was there for sonography everybody was begging each other saying Bhaiya hummein jaane do nahi ab hum phool ke phatt jaayengey lolzzz!! One woman in burkha used open up her burkha and say Pehle hum jaayengey .... :P ...

But this susu event was really mind blowing --- Aapko bhi aaya hai ?? Madam-- kya -- Susu :P